Sexxy Redzz

Ok so it's been a min since I blogged but life has been busy. Working 7 days a week/56 hours a week is killing a sista.....plus im moving. I am officially outta my damn house TOMORROW!!! Then I'll be on my own, well my lil cousin lives with me. I'm going to VA Beach on Saturday. Its just for the day though, to just get away ya know. Sarita was doing ok but now she bugging. She wants me to move with her in March but I told her no basically. I'm not gonna pack, unpack, then have to pack and unpack again. Its just not worth it to me.
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           G that and moving on to more good new. I got to see her again!!!!

I'mma go out to the club and party with her. Sarita's dumb ass told me it was ok too. If she only knew how much I'm feeling her friend she wouldn't have let me go. Oh well cause if I wasn't with Rita I would definetly try to get at Briana. She so sweet and funny and she sexxy as eva. I really wanna direct connect her but my ass keeps chickening out. I wonder if she would mind me calling her. LOL she dont even know that I got her damn number. I think she likes me too. Man I just can't seem to get her off my damn mind. Blushy 2

I'll be back.....

Posted at 6/10/2004 12:42:50 pm by Sexxy_Redzz
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Oh my gosh this past weekend was officially off the damn hook!!! I'mma have to break it down day by day for ya'll.

FRIDAY- Me and the wifey went to the Skylark for a party they were having there. It wasn't all that fun to me, there were just a bunch of old heads there. Anyway it was NOT worth my $30 bucks (that covers me and the wife).

SATURDAY- After work me and the wife spent some "QT" together that was much needed. After that we went to this club called The Tunnel. OFF THE DAMN HOOK!!!! It was me, the wife, her friend Bre, Bre's friend Joy, Alex, Keisha, Shavon, Sherena, and Christina. Man we partied our asses off the whole damn night. Thank goodness I"m in a relationship cause lord knows I would've left that club with big numbers. There were soooooooooo many fine ass females in there that I think I was gonna faint. The wifey actually danced and had a good time. Her friend Bre is sooooooo got damn sexxy it makes no sense. The way Bre was dancing with me was making me think about things I know I shouldn't have been. We partied from like 11-3:30. The dancers started at like 3:00. I got to see Goldie, Ms. Soft N Wet aka Sparkle, Dark Passion,
Miss Kiss

Ooooohzee

Let me just say YES it was on point. After the party we went home and spent some more "QT" together.

SUNDAY- After not going to sleep Saturday night until about ummmm 4:30 I had to get my yellow ass back up on Sunday morning and go to work. Sunday was soooo damn long cause I was sleepy. We aint really party we just caught up on sleep. I went to a family cook out from like 6:30-7:30 then went back ova Rita's house. I swear I slept from 8-11.......only cause she ummm yea woke me up. Then I went back to sleep from like 12:30 to almost 10 am. Man I was tired as hell. Monday we chilled, argued, then umm went to the Edge/Wet. Let me tell ya'll it was CRAZY. It was kinda boring until the performers came out. Man Drag Queens are off the damn chain. Let me tell ya'll I got a damn wig thrown at me as well as a drag queen running and jumpin on us. Yes the fool did a dive and landed on us...the same one who threw his damn wig at me lol. There were both female and male exotic dancers. LOL Rita aint really let me watch the male dancers but I wasn't trippin cause I aint wanna see no damn dick anyway. But umm yea Sparkle performed and it was BOOTYFUL!!!!! Man it was just so much damn fun. People were climbing up the damn poles and hanging off the damn ceiling. These fools was humping the damn ceiling. The highlight of the night had to be the DC Bad Girls Ms. Kiss and Ooohzee. Them two together are a double threat. They was flippin on each other and 69'ing each other. Man Ooohzee climbed up there too and Ms. Kiss climbed under her and was basically eating her out thru their clothes. Man when they was on the floor Ooohzee wrapped her legs around Ms. Kiss and basically went into a 69 position. I was loving it. Man it was just a lot of fun. You had to be there to really enjoy it. OH BEFORE I FORGET big respect to the big girls out there cause they did the damn thing. There is a group of them called the Ghetto Girls and I mean I see where they get the damn name from. They came out in lingirie or howeva you spell it and they danced for us. They had no shame in being big and they get big respect from me for it. Anyway it was a had to be there thing so I'mma stop talking about it now.

From partying all weekend I was late to work this damn morning. I had a nasty ass CICADA on my hand and umm I'm broke. So that sums up my weekend for ya'll. I'll be back tomorrow.

Posted at 6/1/2004 10:16:35 am by Sexxy_Redzz
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Well at least one good thing came out of yesterday. Fantasia is our new American Idol.

I was happy as hell when Ryan said her name. She has worked hard and she really deserved this. If you missed it here it is (You need RealPlayer to view this) >>>>>>>>>>>>> Fantasia new song on AI . She gonna be a real good performer and she is really gonna blow up. I yelled all in the phone when her name was called. Lol I blew it for Sarita cause her tv is like 5 seconds behind mines. So when I screamed she knew who won lol...sorry. Anyway Fantasia did a hell of a job and I can't wait for her CD to come out.

Anyway I saw my ex-boyfriend of 3 1/2 yrs yesterday. He didnt' see me thank God. He was in his car with his girl and cousin in front of the car I was in. You could see the two of them thru the passenger rear view mirror. They were both laughing and love tapping on each other. I must admit I was

jealous

at the two of them. For that quick moment I remembered all the fun I used to have with him. I missed being with him and having the love he gave me. I wanted to

right there but I was with my boss (she was taking me home). I blew my chance at real happiness when I left him for A FEMALE who wasn't ready to be with me. She lead me to believe if I broke up with him then me and her could be together. I

her so much that I left him. When I told her I was single she told me she wasn't ready for a relationship just yet. So I figured I'd give her a little time. A couple weeks late I found out she wasn't ready because she already had a girlfriend

. I was

and

. Had I known she was gonna play games I would have never left my ex for her to begin with. I blew it with him and he moved on with his life. I was left single and with no one. I guess I got what I deserved. I wish him and his girl the best of luck.

My

is coming along pretty well. Just a couple more weeks and I'll be out of that

. I can't wait to be on my own.....with all my freedom. I need to pay on my living room

so they can hurry up and put it in. I need to get my

moved in today. We'll see how the day works itself out.

Anyway let me get back to

and files these damn papers. I guess I"ll be back lata......I'm not sure yet.

Posted at 5/27/2004 8:53:21 am by Sexxy_Redzz
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I dont know why my life has taken this sudden turn downhill but I know that it has put me in a

mood. Things just keep getting worse for me. I'm starting to believe that I have no purpose here. Shit never goes right for me.........never.

Situation #1: I know when ya'll read this ya'll might think this isn't serious. Well it is to me. Not too long ago I went out with a friend. We went out to

and to really just hang out. Dinner was pretty fun...we had a

and ate and just talked. Afterwards we decided to just go to the

and see ????? Can't tell ya what we saw....too much info given. Well no need to lie I was physically and mentally attracted to this person. I doubt she knew that but I was. I know I'm in a relationship but I couldn't help being attracted to her. She probably just saw me as another friend who she had NO interest in. Besides she was talking to another friend of mines. NO I WASN'T TRYING TO TAKE HER FROM HER! We just went out as friends. Anywa my attraction to her took ova my mind and I ended up feeling on her leg. I know ya'll like no bid deal right.....WRONG!!!!! I was rubbing on her thigh knowing my ass shouldn't have been touching her to begin with. The day after I apologized out my ass for my damn behavior. She told me it was

and to not worry about it. She says that she not worried about it, that the person she talking to isn't worried about it and that I shouldn't be either. So fine I left it alone................until now. I happend to come across her webpage and saw the entry on our outing. She was so uncomfortable with me and I didn't know it. Yeah she lied to me about it and I"m hurt. Here is what she said:

I dont find it funny. I'm really hurt by the fact that she lied to me about it. I mean I'm an easy person to talk to right. I know she might have been trying to protect my feelings but it didn't help. She lied to me and that hurt like hell. All I wanted was for her to be honest with me about the whole thing. *Sigh* now I dont know what she really thinks about me......

Situation #2: To put it in a short form. SARITA IS NOW GETTING ON MY DAMN NERVES. I dont know how much longer I can really put myself thru this shit. I really wanna just give it all up. I'm really thinking about going back to males. I mean why not.......I got one who is ready to be serious with me. He

me still and wants to get

. I can honestly see myself being with him and his

for the rest of my life. I know with him I wouldn't be going thru all this damn drama and I could actually be happy. I shouldn't have left him when I did back in 2002. I wasn't ready for what he was and I let him go. He still held on with all his heart and I know he is sincere about us. I don't know yet though I guess I'mma have to see how me and Sarita work out. *sigh*

Posted at 5/26/2004 12:11:03 pm by Sexxy_Redzz
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I know ya'll probably thinking "What the hell is Candi doing?". Well there was this show on Fox5 called "The Swan" that I took an interest. They took a bunch of "ugly ducklings" and turned them into "swans". These women went thru the most intensive plastic surgery ever done. I mean they had everything from eyebrow lifts to tummy tucks. I think the transformation was a total shock. These women look 100 times better than they did before. I decided to show ya'll what I mean lol. Below are the women before and after pics. They had a pagent and was based on overall transformation. They had to answer questions and model of course. Basic pagent stuff. The first lady is the one who actually WON the pagent. She was crowned The Swan.

Before After

Posted at 5/25/2004 4:04:13 pm by Sexxy_Redzz
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